quite depressing, not getting vice captain. i dont know, i guess this is what life is going to be like. and i guess its also my high standards. things dont always go your way, no matter how hard you try, no matter how much you think it will. -sigh- thats life, cruel cruel life. i guess prefect is better than nothing at all... i guess i should take my life for granted. having a roof to live under, having clean water to drink, all the bare necessities of life that many people around the world dont have. i hope im not being too over the top, its just that i need something/someone to talk this out with. even if it means letting everyone read it.

gosh, today wasnt really my day. this morning i almost mistook some butter as durian. so close to eating it. and i was ironing my pants yesterday because my grandma made the front crease very visable.. i was like in my mind oh yeah, i can do this. but lol, i burnt a little bit of it and then i realised that i should of set it onto silk so that it didnt burn as much. i stepped on gum today and i would not come off. ugh.

my internet seems fooked up today, ive had at least 10 dropouts within the last 2 hours.

*SIGH*